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Showing posts with label i want. Show all posts
[I WANT, part 3] -- [I WANT, part 2] -- [I WANT, part 1]

I WISH
what happened to "i want?"
"I WISH" IS EASIER
"i wish" is easier?
"I WANT" TAKES WORK
yes, we covered that. "i want" takes work
IF "I WANT," THEN I HAVE TO DO WORK TO GET WHAT I WANT
yes
IF "I WISH," THEN I JUST GET WHAT I WISH FOR
you get what you wish for?
WELL, NOT YET
that's what I thought.


I WANT I WANT I WANT
yes, i know, you want. we have been going over this for weeks now
I STILL WANT
yes, you still want. you are alive, and so you want
I AM ALIVE, AND SO I WANT. THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER
what will make you feel better?
I WILL FEEL BETTER IF YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANT
why do you still think i can give you what you want?


I WISH YOU WOULD GIVE ME WHAT I WANT
i'm sure you do
WHY WON'T YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANT?
i don't think i can give you what you want.


I WANT YOU TO HELP ME WISH
you want me to help you wish?
YES, I WANT YOU TO HELP ME WISH
how do i do that?
WISH WITH ME. HELP ME WISH FOR WHAT I WANT
how will that help?
IF YOU WISH WITH ME, THEN I WONT BE WISHING ALONE
i will help you wish
I KNEW YOU HAD WHAT I WANT
yes. i have what you want. i want to help you wish.
[I WANT, part 2] -- [I WANT, part 1]

I DON'T DESERVE TO WANT
don't be ridiculous, everyone deserves to want
I HAVE SO MUCH, I DON'T DESERVE TO WANT
you have a human heart. the human heart wants
THE HUMAN HEART WANTS?
you have to want. if you don't want, you are dead.


ISN'T WANTING THE SOURCE OF ALL SUFFERING?
yes.


YES? THAT'S IT? JUST "YES"?
yes.


I HAVE SO MUCH, I DON'T DESERVE ANY MORE
how do you know?
BECAUSE IT FEELS WRONG TO WANT
how do you measure what you deserve?
I WANT, BUT I FEEL ASHAMED
perhaps you should want to feel more deserving.


I WANT TO STOP WANTING
is that some kind of stupid logic trick
SHIT


I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! BUT I DON'T DESERVE TO WANT
deserve has nothing to do with it
WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE DESERVING HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT
because you want it to
NOW WHO'S USING STUPID LOGIC TRICKS
shit



WHY WON'T YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANT?
what makes you think i have what you want?
SOMEONE HAS WHAT I WANT
you have what someone wants



GIVE ME WHAT I WANT, OR GO AWAY

HELLO?

HELLO?

SHIT.

THAT WASN'T WHAT I WANTED.

[I WANT, part 4]
[I WANT, part 1]

I WANT
so what is it that you want, anyway?
A CIGARETTE
COCAINE
TO GET LAID
ICE CREAM
A HUG
A NAP
MY MOMMY
TO BE LEFT ALONE
TO NOT BE LEFT ALONE
me too.


I WANT A CIGARETTE COCAINE TO GET LAID ICE CREAM A HUG A NAP MY MOMMY TO BE LEFT ALONE TO NOT BE LEFT ALONE
i don't believe you
WHY DON'T YOU BELIEVE ME?
because you have had all those things and you still want


I WANT A CIGARETTE COCAINE TO GET LAID ICE CREAM A HUG A NAP MY MOMMY TO BE LEFT ALONE TO NOT BE LEFT ALONE
i still don't believe you
WHY? WHY WON'T YOU BELIEVE ME?
because you can have any of those things right now, if you want them.


NO. I CAN'T HAVE ANY OF THEM
yes, you can have any of them
I CAN'T NOT BE LEFT ALONE
i don't understand
I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE
you don't want to be left alone?
I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE
but you said you wanted to be left alone
I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. NOT ALL ALONE. JUST ME. ALL ALONE. I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT ALL ALONE.
you "don't want"? what happened to "i want"?


I WAN'T TO BE REMEMBERED
i remember.

[I WANT, part 3]


I WANT
what?
I WANT
yes, I know. guess what... it's hard
YES, ITS HARD
it's hard work
I DON'T WANT TO DO THE HARD WORK
ok, then you don't get what you want
BUT, I WANT
what are you going to do about that?
I'M GOING TO HOLD MY BREATH UNTIL I GET WHAT I WANT
well, that's one strategy.


I WANT
i thought you were holding your breath.
I WAS
so, what happened?
IT DIDN'T WORK
are you surprised?


I WANT! I WANT! I WANT!
i don't think that is getting you anywhere
I CAN'T STOP WANTING
"can't." that is an interesting word to use
I WANT
why can't you stop wanting?
I DON'T KNOW
maybe you should find out
I DON'T WANT TO
maybe not wanting is a start.


WHY WON'T YOU JUST GIVE ME WHAT I WANT?
and then what?
AND THEN I WON'T WANT
do you really believe that?
I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT
i'm sure you do.

[I WANT, part 2]